Tuesday, July 12, 2011
It's great to be Eight~
From the first moment I felt her move I LOVED her. She is so so sweet. There is a light in her that burns so bright. She is brilliant, she glows. I often want to touch her hair and feel her warm skin to see if some of the brilliance, the brightness will rub off on me. She is happy so happy that she is loud. She vibrates with emotion and energy! She is tender, not dramatic, but tender. She cries in movies and feels bad for homeless people. She hugs me and wants me to be ok, always! She holds her brothers hands, she gets them drinks of water, she puts band aids on their owees, she tucks them in bed at night, she loves her brothers. She is not needy or demanding, not dramatic or selfish, she is kind. She shares and is always a good sport. She is not spoiled, or full of herself. She thinks of others and usually puts them first. She's got this crazy curly hair. I have never had a day, never, when someone hasn't asked, "is that natural?" She loves stuffed animals and watching movies. She likes to paint and roller skate. She rides her bike and does a little babysitting. She reads her scriptures and was so excited to get baptized. She LOVES her dad. She likes being the oldest granddaughter on one side. She is a good example and friend. I want so much for her. I want to always hold her hand and help her when life gets tough. I want her to tell me her deep dark secrets and share her funny jokes. I want to share the world with her and to protect her. I want for her to grow up healthy and to be a mom. I want her to have a good husband and a happy life. I want her to love the Savior and the gospel. I want to hold her forever, and I think I can do that, at least in my heart! I love you Sami and find extreme joy and pride and happiness in being your mom! Thank you!
Sunday, July 10, 2011
NO Name
I am not sure what to "Title" this post! Today is Sunday and I just got home from a fireside. I went to church today feeling like I usually do on a Sunday: late, rushed, hot, hungry, frustrated, tired etc..etc.. the list could go on and on. There was a mission farewell and of course there was no where to sit. We crowded on this little bench and took a deep breath, did I mention the air conditioning was not working.
It was one of those Sundays, where my soul was going on empty and when I left church it was exploding with knowledge and so much love. The questions were asked, "Do you think the Savior was scared to go into the Garden? Do you think he really new what he was going to suffer, and most importantly, why did he do this for us, for me?" The only thing that comes close to me understanding the atonement is: when I think of one of my children suffering. I would do anything to comfort, strengthen, lift, help and even remove their pain.
I often think of my sweet sister who lost her 14 year old daughter 2 years ago. I can not imagine the actual daily anguish and heartache that is hers for a whole lifetime. Right after Torri had died, one of her friends told her that she needed to let the Lord carry her burden. That she needed to rest mentally, spiritually, physically, and that is would be ok to let the Lord thelp her. To let him love her and help her because he has already suffered for both of them, for all of us. It was at that moment that I truly realized I will never be able to actually wrap my head around how much our Savior LOVES us.
So in short, He lived, He died, and he lives again. This makes me happy, this soothes my soul, and this brings me pure true perfect happiness.
It was one of those Sundays, where my soul was going on empty and when I left church it was exploding with knowledge and so much love. The questions were asked, "Do you think the Savior was scared to go into the Garden? Do you think he really new what he was going to suffer, and most importantly, why did he do this for us, for me?" The only thing that comes close to me understanding the atonement is: when I think of one of my children suffering. I would do anything to comfort, strengthen, lift, help and even remove their pain.
I often think of my sweet sister who lost her 14 year old daughter 2 years ago. I can not imagine the actual daily anguish and heartache that is hers for a whole lifetime. Right after Torri had died, one of her friends told her that she needed to let the Lord carry her burden. That she needed to rest mentally, spiritually, physically, and that is would be ok to let the Lord thelp her. To let him love her and help her because he has already suffered for both of them, for all of us. It was at that moment that I truly realized I will never be able to actually wrap my head around how much our Savior LOVES us.
So in short, He lived, He died, and he lives again. This makes me happy, this soothes my soul, and this brings me pure true perfect happiness.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Zach
Dear Zachary, Zach, Zach-attack, Snacky, Moffee,
I just wanted to wish you a happy 3rd birthday! I want to tell you that I love you more than life itself. Every morning I wake up to "mommy, I awake". No, you are not potty trained, but think it is great to use the toilet when your friend Peter is here. You are the most animated kid I know. You have so much to say and have been talking since you were one. You have started to stutter, and most of your sentences start out with "hey, hey, hey, hey.. or mom, mom, mom, mom. It is so precious. I can see the wheels turning in your mind as you try to spit out all you have to say. You are smart and pick up on things quick. You like to show off and tease other kids. You are so so loud. You only have one volume. I sometimes look at your eyes and face and the cute little splash of freckles you have and I get so overwhelmed with how much I love you. I tuck you in bed at night and you hug me and kiss me and tell all your friends in the neighborhood goodnight. Zachy, you are one of the best things I have ever done and I am so proud to be your mom. I thank my father in heaven for the chance to be your earthly mother. I love you lotz and lotz and...That is what you say to me each night. Happy Birthday!!!!!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
10 Years~ Really?
This last week Chad and I celebrated our 10 year anniversary! Yes, I did say 10. It was a busy day for Chad. He worked out early, then went to work, then came home, then went to church meetings til about 10 pm. So, I just chilled with the kids and had a normal day. I did buy him some sushi for dinner because he LOVES sushi! We actually celebrated back in March. We went to Maui for a week.... So here's to the one who knows my stories, gets my jokes, warms my feet, takes my side, ignores my quirks, finishes my sentences, soothes my worries, and even makes me a better me.... I love you Chad!
| It ain't easy being cheesy! |
| We went to the top of the Volcano to watch the sun rise and it was freezing! |
| We must have both been eating treats at the same time!! |
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
My Busy Life~
| Chad and the boys on the "Poison Spider" trail in Moab... |
| She adores her dad.... "Poison Spider trail" in Moab |
| Same trail.... He LOVES me and I LOVE him.... |
| My little family! So much love and humility for ALL that I have been blessed with! |
| This is at a park in Moab |
| We had some downtime in Moab... Look how creative he is.... |
| Sami at her Girl Scout award ceremony! Do ya like her hair???? |
| Kindergarten end of year program... Where does the time go?? |
| Alex and "da boyz"! |
| Whipping Cream fight last day of school with all of our friends!!! |
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